If you need assistance, please send an email to forum at 4hv dot org. To ensure your email is not marked as spam, please include the phrase "4hv help" in the subject line. You can also find assistance via IRC, at irc.shadowworld.net, room #hvcomm.
Support 4hv.org!
Donate:
4hv.org is hosted on a dedicated server. Unfortunately, this server costs and we rely on the help of site members to keep 4hv.org running. Please consider donating. We will place your name on the thanks list and you'll be helping to keep 4hv.org alive and free for everyone. Members whose names appear in red bold have donated recently. Green bold denotes those who have recently donated to keep the server carbon neutral.
Special Thanks To:
Aaron Holmes
Aaron Wheeler
Adam Horden
Alan Scrimgeour
Andre
Andrew Haynes
Anonymous000
asabase
Austin Weil
barney
Barry
Bert Hickman
Bill Kukowski
Blitzorn
Brandon Paradelas
Bruce Bowling
BubeeMike
Byong Park
Cesiumsponge
Chris F.
Chris Hooper
Corey Worthington
Derek Woodroffe
Dalus
Dan Strother
Daniel Davis
Daniel Uhrenholt
datasheetarchive
Dave Billington
Dave Marshall
David F.
Dennis Rogers
drelectrix
Dr. John Gudenas
Dr. Spark
E.TexasTesla
eastvoltresearch
Eirik Taylor
Erik Dyakov
Erlend^SE
Finn Hammer
Firebug24k
GalliumMan
Gary Peterson
George Slade
GhostNull
Gordon Mcknight
Graham Armitage
Grant
GreySoul
Henry H
IamSmooth
In memory of Leo Powning
Jacob Cash
James Howells
James Pawson
Jeff Greenfield
Jeff Thomas
Jesse Frost
Jim Mitchell
jlr134
Joe Mastroianni
John Forcina
John Oberg
John Willcutt
Jon Newcomb
klugesmith
Leslie Wright
Lutz Hoffman
Mads Barnkob
Martin King
Mats Karlsson
Matt Gibson
Matthew Guidry
mbd
Michael D'Angelo
Mikkel
mileswaldron
mister_rf
Neil Foster
Nick de Smith
Nick Soroka
nicklenorp
Nik
Norman Stanley
Patrick Coleman
Paul Brodie
Paul Jordan
Paul Montgomery
Ped
Peter Krogen
Peter Terren
PhilGood
Richard Feldman
Robert Bush
Royce Bailey
Scott Fusare
Scott Newman
smiffy
Stella
Steven Busic
Steve Conner
Steve Jones
Steve Ward
Sulaiman
Thomas Coyle
Thomas A. Wallace
Thomas W
Timo
Torch
Ulf Jonsson
vasil
Vaxian
vladi mazzilli
wastehl
Weston
William Kim
William N.
William Stehl
Wesley Venis
The aforementioned have contributed financially to the continuing triumph of 4hv.org. They are deserving of my most heartfelt thanks.
Registered Member #1225
Joined: Sat Jan 12 2008, 01:24AM
Location: Beaumont, Texas, USA
Posts: 2253
Hmm, its funny you ask. Well about 6 years ago, i started having anxiety attacks and such, and i became homeschooled (i have also been diagnosed with bipolar and ADD but i don't know because my psychiatrist went through a lawsuit for some kind of sexual something or other toward a client...). I have had a few friends in the past few years. I have been on many different medications, mostly lexapro and abilify iirc. I haven't taken any for some 6 months.
For the past year or so i have not had much anxiety, and i went to driving school. I finished homeschool, but i don't think i learned as much as i did in school about the subjects. Instead i fixed engines and got into electronics . A week or two ago i took my SAT, and after being there for about an hour i had an anxiety attack for an hour or two. It kind of sucks to go so long without much anxiety, and then almost have a mental breakdown. I just can't seem to handle too much stress well. I handled that time i almost got shot and arrested for 'trespassing' well, i talked him out of pressing charges . Damn my curiosity, i was looking for stuff to salvage parts from and got a little lost and went through some woods to get home and it turns out it was someones property... with nothing but woods on it -_-
Registered Member #3766
Joined: Sun Mar 20 2011, 05:39AM
Location:
Posts: 624
Funny you mention the stress... I hate it, but I thrive in it. Under the right circumstances I can work very quickly and accurately, I swear time can slow down. I also get really, really shaky at the same time, and it's almost like I can't focus on one thing, I focus on EVERYTHING, and I'm constantly glancing around, and thinking in circles, but it works good enough.
I once daydreamed during a chemistry final, looked at the clock, realized I had about 15 minutes to answer 40 questions, and I snapped into epic test mode, answered them all and aced the final :)
Another time we were about to go on for a robot competention at the state level, and suddenly the robot arm full out stops working for no reason. We stop and I spend about 5 minuets troubleshooting it before finally jury rigging it and getting it to work halfway. I swear it was 5 minuets. Afterward I watched the video and it took me about 45 seconds while everyone sat and stared at me. Again, it's a good thing I didn't have to solder, because I was shaking so damn bad (though everyone kept telling me I looked unnaturally calm)
A google search for a meaningfull translation of these terms into something that can be understood by this native Dane led me to a number of Youtube videos which have convinced me of the unnerving fact that I suffer from it all!
Finn
To attract a diagnosis, a symptom set must "cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning" (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual, 4th edition, American Psychiatric Association, 2000, p. 356).
Perhaps a Google search can only ever be as deep as the mind of the person who made it.
Registered Member #3781
Joined: Sat Mar 26 2011, 02:25AM
Location:
Posts: 701
magnet18 wrote ...
Another time we were about to go on for a robot competention at the state level, and suddenly the robot arm full out stops working for no reason. We stop and I spend about 5 minuets troubleshooting it before finally jury rigging it and getting it to work halfway. I swear it was 5 minuets. Afterward I watched the video and it took me about 45 seconds while everyone sat and stared at me. Again, it's a good thing I didn't have to solder, because I was shaking so damn bad (though everyone kept telling me I looked unnaturally calm)
This reminds me, last year my friend (the only other friend I know interested in building electronics, I didn't know him well enough to get invited to join at the time) started a FIRST robotics club and they placed second at state, would have made it to internationals if they either had an engineers notebook or if their Bluetooth worked throughout the whole competition. What robotics competition are you in?
not that this has anything to do with the topic but oh well
Registered Member #1643
Joined: Mon Aug 18 2008, 06:10PM
Location:
Posts: 1039
I personally have been more comfortable sitting at home doing stuff alone, and not with people. But at the same time, HV made me want to present projects. and this year, school and all, I was a LOT more open. People in class like the teacher always said I was quiet..never talked..and this year I talked a lot and some semi-friends joked around with that saying that I went from quiet to constant talk. I enjoyed presenting many things to the class this year.
Also made a step that i havn't done for over 4 years. Making a new friend.
So i guess ya, HV was a start of boredom, something to do to keep me busy and happy on days I was in a bad mood. Yet, it has also made me more open, due to the want to share my projects...show off..get feedback..and I now have a friend who actually wants to do some of the things i do with HV.
Registered Member #162
Joined: Mon Feb 13 2006, 10:25AM
Location: United Kingdom
Posts: 3140
I think that it would be fair to say - all 4HVers have a 'personality disorder' of some kind since they're human - readers of this thread probably have diagnosable 'personality disorder's - posters even more so !
The worst is fear of worrying about personality disorders.
Registered Member #1221
Joined: Wed Jan 09 2008, 06:17PM
Location: Odense, Denmark
Posts: 196
I feel sorry for people who don't understand the excitement of science. As I see it, being "normal" is a mild personality disorder.
The way I see things, "normal" people are the cause of most the problems we see these days. But I could be wrong, its been said to me before that I am at times rather antisocial
The only time I didnt feel strange around people was at a hamfest, usually I never go out but I made an exception. I was really suprised how civilised it was with all those people in the same room. In a room with an equal amount of "regular people" there would have been one hell of alot noise, people yelling at each other or similar "normal human behavoir". But it was all nice and quiet and people behaved themselves - because they was geeks with various "disorders".
In my opinion all the disorder in the world is made by the "normal" people.
This site is powered by e107, which is released under the GNU GPL License. All work on this site, except where otherwise noted, is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 2.5 License. By submitting any information to this site, you agree that anything submitted will be so licensed. Please read our Disclaimer and Policies page for information on your rights and responsibilities regarding this site.